4

the truth
is a bitch

i can run
hide from
and attempt to dodge her attempts
to strangle me with light
but she always finds
what she seeks after

and she has

i miss him
i jumped into something new
abruptly

i still care for him
i tried to love someone new
too quickly

i was unhealthy
i didn’t know how to be
without him less than 24/7

in his face all the time
text me
acknowledge me
give me your every hour
breathe me
verify that my existence is
worth your time

jesus
fucking
christ

do you ever learn?

but now I know how it feels
to be the emotionally unavailable one
and i empathize with who i’ve lost

i feel for him
and there’s nothing i can do about it

powerless

this regret
is a bitch

i can’t run
hide from
or attempt to dodge his attempts
to swallow me in
epiphanic darkness

he always finds
what he seeks after

lucky him

happy birthday


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